are you ready for some jadeness?
:.raise your heads to the strange phenomena:.the 16 things you never wanted to know :O
Posted this on my flickr already,but i figured i’d do it here too.It’s been fun,haha.I spare you an horrible view of mahselfz.REALLY. DO NOT WANT.
1.I am a very shy and insecure person.Maybe too much for being my age.
2.I never smoked in my life.And i’m 22.I’m quite proud of that,IDK why O_O
3.I wish Chris Martin left Gwyneth Paltrow,Apple,Moses and ran away with me to Disneyland Paris.Yes,I’m being serious.
4.I’m a Disney nerd and reading the other 16 things from my contacts,i’m happy i’m not the only one. XDD
5.My real name is Giada,but no one is allowed to call me that on ze internetzzz!!!!(except for Ben,who calls me like that no matter how many times i told him not to. I HATE MY NAME. <_<)
6.IDK what to do with my life.I would like to be a music journalist,going to concerts and make cds reviews.Oh fun stuff.When i was little i wanted to be a songwriter though.I’m still convinced there’s a little Kate Bush+Tori Amos in me.HAHA.
7.I say A LOT of things in other languages in real life.I actually speak in English with my friends,and sometimes in German too. XD
I also speak English with my dad,mom and brother.Who btw mean the world to me. <333
8.I hate my country.I am quite ashamed of being italian for the record.
9.I should dye my hair again cuz the red is fading :O
10.I am very paranoid and anxious.I have slight panic attacks every now and then,but it’s not so severe,thanks god XD
11.The fact that Gary Oldman looks different in every movie he makes CREEPS ME OUT o__O
12.I love music more than anything else.When i was younger,i would change my musical tastes everyday.I’ve had a rock phase,a rap one,a disco one…O_O Right now it’s Indie-Pop-Rock (i consider Coldplay MEGAUBERPOP right now,and it’s NOT a good thing. <_<)
13.I’m scared of basically everything.LMFAO
14.I LOVE the Harry Potter books,i’ve read all the 7 of them in just two weeks while studying for my exams(which i passed with high grades too,I AM SO AWESOME XD)
15.I dream A LOT.And i’m not talking about daydreaming.I make the weirdest dreams…When i was in middle school i dreamt Backstreet Boys undressing themselves in my school in front of my teachers while they were discussing what grades to give us…OMG i still laugh so hard when i think about it,everything was so real XD
16.I am movie-phobic. Yes,i’m afraid of films,they usually make me anxious so i like very little of them O__O
I promise i’ll do my best to update this freaking thing more often.But i’m so boring i don’t ever have anything nice to say 
Shout,shout,let it all out.
So.I decided.
I can’t stand SIMSECRET.It REALLY pisses me off that many people take their time to write pointless so-called secrets to take down other people.WTF?This community has clearly reached a limit…*religious-like voice* XD
I admit,at first i even thought of posting a secret or two.But then i thought it was pure cowardy.I can even say what they would have been about:too extreme shading & simmerizations.Haha,i’m so honest it hurts,really XDD
Some people need to understand IT’S THE SAME GAME,BUT WE’VE NOT THE SAME BRAINS!(lololol CHEESY)
One could find awesome doodling in game and take screens of their sims while they’re doing dorky things[LMAO,i did that one QUITE A LOT,actualy XD],one could fancy photoshopping poses[ohhhh attempting that one tooooo <3],one hates contest[hell to the yeah,i've been in that phase as well!],the other one loves them[ohhhh *raises hand*dis 2 thnx],one HATES putting CC on their game[uh,EXCUSE ME?Ok,i'll refrain from saying MAXIS GENETICS SUCK...OOPS],one loves simpose[i personally don't,but there are some awesome ass skilled people who make me love it from time to time <3] while the other one would love to set it on fire [*cough*sometimes i have this desire...]and i could go on YEARS and YEARS and i’d still won’t name all the possible examples.So..Why don’t these people just RESPECT what their fellow simmers like to do?Even if it’s different or opposite from their interests?I DON’T GET IT.Really,i do my best but i just refuse to understand,probably.I’m sick of seeing the same things over and over again and the worst thing is that this is starting to get me.Yes,me.I haven’t been bashed yet and i THANK GOD i’m a little no one with not much experience on editing cause my weak work would really be an easy target for most simsecreters.
AND I KISS THE GROUND I’M THIS UNINTERESTING!!!Because,with my VERY low self exteem,i’d be DEAD,like ADIOS COMMUNITY in a second.Which is REALLY sad.Because i stay here fearing of UPDATING my flickr.Yes.I must admit i’m procrastinating because i’m not a big fan of my simpics lately,and if someone said they suck(which i think most of the time O_O)my Plumbob would go RED.
PARANOID,MUCH?Yes,totally.I know i’m acting immature&stupid and i’m doing my best to avoid that.
….So i’ll probably end up UPDATING IT finally XD
As i said on Razza’s flickr,i have seen that most people who bash sim editors think franked&simposed poses look unnatural,wooden and even disgusting.Well..then why take your time to criticize sim editors if you don’t even APPROVE sim editing in the first place?This is really beyond my comprehension.And this is the thing that saddens me the most.I don’t go around and say formula one sucks on formula one fansites or something O_O
It’s…POINTLESS.Even if it’s the same game,people like to do different things…They create different looking sims…they play when they want and so on.So WHY shouldn’t they try and make some art with it?OH AND I KNOW,sim art is STUPID,right?Well let me tell you,when you use your creativity NOTHING is stupid.And even I don’t like simmerizations,but i don’t go around and post secrets about it.And well..let me say…THESE AREN’T EVEN SECRETS!
A secret is something like”I peed on my panties the other day,what an awesome sensation”or maybe”I know your bf cheats on you.And he does it with me” NOT something like”X sucks.Their sims look like frogs with hairy teeth”Well this is AN OPINION,not a secret.And the fact that some anonymous user posts it doesn’t make it a secret.It just shows you don’t have the guts to tell people to their face what you think of them.
Done preaching.Haha.I feel relieved now that i took this all off my chest.And i know,sometimes i can’t help being so *insert appropriate word here,the blog owner has ran out of vocabulary*
jade
ps: WIN!! :O
ps2[PLAY STATION 2 ROFLMAO]I want a lemure T_T
ps3[AND I HAVE THAT ONE!*big smile*]I kinda want to start playing sims again.YES,PLAYING.But i fear my game may explodez again and i could lose all my neighboorhoods..AGAIN D:
Oh,le drama.
It was about time i wrote something sims-related-Though,well..This is not techinically sims-related..More community related.
Perhaps it was me being the one who didn’t want to see or notice ,but i’ve never really seen myself said drama until it burst out so violently on the forum i spend most of my time on,SCF.
Sure,sometimes and somewhere i saw there was some sort of “hidden tension”(excuse my poor vocabulary,haha)among some threads,but it was never something which made me stop and say”ZOMG”out loud.
I actually realized things weren’t going so well when the decisions of closing down the three teams,Sassy Kittens,Team Alpha and Syndicate @mbition-my team- was taken.I coudn’t believe that was really happening.I honestly didn’t feel like it was the ultimate solution for solving conflicts,in fact,i thought it could even make things worse making people turn nasty with the entire board( which kind of happened…some of the best members left and some even already had left some months earlier D: )
But after the first moments of shock i thought i had to do something.So i was part of those “revolutionary”members(lol,it sounds SO ridicolous now that i say it,but trust me,i have REALLY felt that way at the tame*headdeskoftehlame*) who tried to convince RaggedDoll,the administrator,and all the mods to have a second thought about this decision…Which sadly was taken nonetheless. 
Despite my letdown,i somehow let go right in the end.The situation was beyond saving and things could incredibly be seen with more than one perspective…Which shocked me so bad..AND CONFUSED ME!So i started having doubts about my own beliefs O_O
But the thing that shocked me most wasn’t the object of the argument itself.
I honestly never saw such bitterness in one thread,and i know for one i have been part of it and i’m surely not proud of me for that,but i felt some things should’ve been said.And even if they weren’t directly said by me,i agreed with them.So this drama,the drama which had been hiding for months,the drama i’ve always heard mentioned by others,kind of exploded before my own eyes in that thread.And though there had been a similar situation in a thread Amy opened some months earlier,i felt like this time the situation got far worse.
I’m usually the one who is calm,laid back and who tries to get along with everyone..But lately..I feel like i’m holding my tongue too much.And i don’t understand WHY.I don’t recognize myself anymore,it looks like i’m afraid to speak my own mind,like i’m afraid to cause drama myself.
Of course this leads to the fact that i’m barely interacting with people on the SCF board anymore.
I’m grateful i found some awesome friends thanks to this community,but i don’t want to close my “walls”and not make more friends.Yet at the same time..I don’t know..I kind of feel ignored by most people,just because i’m not among the “popular people”,the ones who make contests.Sometimes when i post on SCF,it looks like people do not even take their time to READ what i had to say,even if it was stupid and pointless,i think EVERYONE must be considered.
Cliques can hurt people very bad,and i believe they also caused people to leave,together with-of course-the famous(or infamous,maybe) backstabbing.To anyone who will read this:please only take it as a simple vent more than an actual j’accuse.
I’m not thinking of anyone in particular while writing this-though of course,about the Teams thread,i DO have some people in mind,i’d be an hypocrite if i said the opposite-,but,as a mattar of fact,i’m mainly thinking that i DON’T LIKE these situations AT ALL.And while i’m actually curious to know MORE about all these issues and,yes,all this drama…I’m at the same time sick of hearing the same things…And often of not understanding even a half of it.
I know,this stream of consciousness seems pretty much full of hysterical nonsense and you’ll probably won’t make nor head nor tail of it..But still,i’m struggling between the desire of KNOWING more and of keeping these secrets(oh,doesn’t the word sound popular nowadays among us simmers?XD)far from me.
So,um…that’s it..?
;D
jade
PS:Next post WILL BE sims related.For real this time ^_^
I’ll do my best at least XD
Looking for a song!
So.
A couple of days ago i saw a video of a song.It was in black and white and performed by an indie band…Since i was positive i would’ve remembered the title….I didn’t write it anywhere..And now..I DON’T REMEMBER NOR THE ARTIST NOR THE SONG!
GAHHHHH!!!
The only thing i remember is…It had”sixteen”on the title o_O
Really,i looked EVERYWHERE:you tube,last.fm and i can’t find this damn song.GAHHH I’M GOING MAAAAD!
And now i’m not even sure it really has “sixteen” in the title…O__O
Oh boy,i think i’ll never find that.Too bad,it was amazing -___-
ON ANOTHER NOOOOOTE
I FOUND ANTONY AGAIN!
What?Who’s Antony?
ANTONY HEGARTY!ANTONY AND THE JOHNSONS!MYYY ANTONY!<3333
I want “Hope there’s someone”at my funeral,please?
I didn’t know of the Hercules and Love affair collaboration until yesterday [with Antony's vocas,in case you were wondering],when i saw the”Blind”music video”” .
Which is SICK and BRILLIANT.Oh Antony’s voice makes me MELT.
IT’S LOOOOVE <3333
jade
wtf is this?
Yeah,i know. Yet another blog,right?
But this is MY blog!
MINE.
O_O
Yes.
I IZ INVADING UR SCREENZ!
jade
